Rewritten with Jermaine
Who I was.Who I'm becoming.
An open journal about the part that happens before anybody sees a result. The mental shifts. The hard lessons. Said out loud.
The opening story from my book Discipline. Read it free, and get a copy by email.


What this is about.
No script. Just what I'm working through, so you don't have to learn it the slow way I did.
Outgrowing your past
The old thinking you have to put down before anything new can work.
Knowing versus doing
You already know what to do. This is about the gap between that and the day you do it.
Building a business
Offers, pricing, the ones that flopped, and the boring work that keeps the lights on.
Growing on YouTube
What moved my channel, what didn't, and what I'd do if I started over tomorrow.
New episodes on YouTube.
Most of the growth happens behind the scenes, long before anybody sees the result. This is where I work through it out loud.

It started at a table I couldn't afford.
Sixteen hours south with $400 to my name. I sat down at a table I couldn't afford, and a stranger sat down across from me. He became my first mentor.
Everything since started there. Most of it I learned by getting it wrong first. That's what this is. The stuff I wish somebody had told me.
The list
Hear it first.
New episodes, new books, and the lessons I'm working through. I'll email when there's something worth reading. That's it.
- No daily emails.
- No hype and no fake countdowns.
- One click gets you out.
"I want to tell you about the worst meal I ever had."
The first line of Discipline. That's how I write.
Ways to work with me.
Pick the one that fits. Everything else I offer is on the shop page.
Work with me
Mentorship, brand work, speaking and shows.
Mentorship
Stuck on the channel, the business, or the next step? Tell me where you are. I'll tell you if I can help.
Start hereHere for the garden?
That's GrowFitFL. Toni and I teach people to grow food in the South, with a membership, books and a free course.
Go to GrowFitFL

